Wish you didn’t need liquid confidence?

Can you relate to this question? I sure could.

It plagued me for years.

The funny, outgoing person I was with close friends, vanished in social settings. Everything that was supposed to be fun in college—parties, mixers, meeting people—left me feeling anxious and insecure. I felt intensely uncomfortable in my own skin.

That is, until I had a drink.

Downing a couple drinks helped me feel like myself again. It was the perfect mask to hide my insecurities. At least, that's what I thought.

In my twenties, alcohol fixed a new set of problems. I was sure that everyone else around me had it all figured out, while I was toiling away on a path that didn't feel quite right. By the time the weekend rolled around I needed a break. A couple of cocktails later and the scorekeeper inside went silent.

In my twenties, alcohol fixed a new set of problems. I was sure that everyone else around me had it all figured out, while I was toiling away on a path that didn’t feel quite right.

Yes, there were downsides from too much fun, but everyone I knew used alcohol to have fun and blow off steam. I didn’t drink on my own. I didn’t always over do it. And I certainly didn’t need alcohol to get through the day. Yet, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something wasn’t quite right.

I knew I was using alcohol as a crutch, but I didn’t have the first clue how not to need it. 

What happened when I looked for resources?

When I scoured Google, what I found didn't resonate with me. Either you’re a “normal” drinker and you have nothing to worry about, or you should admit that you’re powerless over alcohol. Neither felt right to me.

Either you’re a “normal” drinker and you have nothing to worry about, or you should admit that you’re powerless over alcohol. Neither felt right to me.

So I devised my own solutions. I set drink limits. Spaced drinks out. Alternated with water. I even stopped drinking for an entire year. With all these attempts, my resolve would last for a while, until I just got tired of all the restrictions.

And every time I failed, I felt worse off than before. Why was this so hard to figure out?

There I was. A decade out from college. Still plagued by insecurity. Still using alcohol to quell social anxiety and quiet the merciless self-critic inside of me. Still dealing with all the consequences the next day. On top of that, I now felt totally alone and confused. Saddled by the shame that something must be really wrong because I couldn’t figure this out.

Sound familiar?

It took me a decade, but I figured it out.

I finally realized my focus was all wrong. I was fixated on the problems my drinking was causing instead of the problems it was solving. Sound crazy? It did to me too.

I’ve been where you are. I know what you’re going through. It took me over a decade of trial-and-error to figure out a sustainable solution, but eventually I did. It’s possible for you too and I can show you how.

I don’t use labels and don't subscribe to a one-size-fits-all solution.

My coaching is about creating a space where you figure out what’s really behind your urge to turn to alcohol. It’s about finding a new way forward that works for you. But most of all it’s about recognizing that what you’re doing now probably isn’t working.

My story is why I work as a life coach helping women who want to stop using alcohol as a crutch but don’t know where to begin.

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